Not yet,
little Aidan. It wasn’t very long after
we had to euthanize Duncan, our Sheltie who had nearly lived a life of fifteen
years, that my wife was lobbying for another canine. At first, I resisted. I wasn’t ready to welcome another dog, let
alone another Shetland Sheepdog (forgive us, but we like that breed), into our
home—and truth be told, into my heart.
But the fates
be damned, I went along with it.
I knew I
couldn’t refer to Aidan as “the prince,” as I had Duncan. The only thing that came to mind was “the
critter.” And maybe it seemed right at
the time, and I still think it’s right.
Aidan is the critter. He was born
exactly one week after Duncan passed from this realm into the next. October 24 will be his seventh birthday,
about half as long as our previous pup walked the earth. If it feels like I’m speaking in the past
tense regarding Aidan, well a diagnosis of lymphoma will do that. (Well, a somewhat 95% verdict of the vet who examined
him will do that!)
But he ain’t
dead yet. (I think that’s the only time
I’ve written or spoken the non-word “ain’t” ever!)
Of course,
miracles happen. And prayers will rise
like incense, as the book of Revelation says are the “golden bowls of incense,
which are the prayers of the saints” (5:8).
We’ve said a big fat “no” to chemotherapy; we’re going with acupuncture
and Chinese herbs. Cannabis oil may play
a role in his therapy, as well.
If this post seems
like self-indulgence, so be it. But for
anyone who’s ever loved a dog (or a cat, for that matter), maybe you understand
what I’m saying—and feeling.
Still, not
yet, little critter.