Ash
Wednesday, the beginning of Lent, arrives with snow—a whole two inches of
it! That doesn’t sound like much, but
where I am now, that’s either a cause for celebration or lamentation.
Aidan
and I went for a cheerfully snowy walk this morning. (I know he was cheerful, because he was
smiling in that way dogs seem to smile.)
He enjoyed a little taste of what he had in New York.
But
it is indeed the start of Lent. Maybe I
think this every year, but this Lenten season is being celebrated in a new
place, a new chapter in my life (I’m fifty years old!), and a new aspect of
ministry (which Banu and I have yet to grasp).
These words from Henri Nouwen especially speak to me:
“I
know that Lent is going to be a very hard time for me. The choice for your way has to be made every
moment of my life. I have to choose
thoughts that are your thoughts, words that are your words, and actions that
are your actions. There are not times or
places without choices. And I know how
deeply I resist choosing you.”
I’m
very good at resisting God’s impulses in me.
Snowy ashes urge me to go with God.
Vaya con dios.